Pilgrim Path

This blog is the work of a seeker and poet. Walking stick in hand, I head out into the world, not of the world, but in the world. My words and my friends carry me along and light the pilgrim path of spiritual journeys.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008


NEW YEARS EVE

It seems particularly dark tonight. To me, this seems altogether fitting and proper for the last night of the year; it is as if the year has been fully spent. Light has recently become an ever present thought that I have carried with me throughout the past few weeks. But it is a deeper sense of light that has stayed with me - it is the light of friendships I've held in my heart - the light that carries us through difficult times and walks with us along our various paths. I just changed my profile statement for the first time since starting this blog to include the light of friendship as a force that accompanies me on my pilgrim path.

Very few of us have escaped 2008 unharmed in one form or another. Some of the pains have been economic, others spiritual, and still others emotional. During the just past holiday season, it became apparent to me more than ever that our connections to one another are what will hold us together in 2009 and beyond. Deep listening and deep care are the new currency of the day. They will see us through this difficult year ahead. Sometimes it takes a year like the one just past for us to realize that they have always been the only things that matter.

With gratitude for the lessons you have taught me, with joy for the laughter you have shared with me, I wish you, dear friends, the deep peace of the winter darkness with confidence that we share a common light within our hearts that will lead us to the eternal hope of a new day.

Fondly,
Rich

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Wednesday, November 05, 2008


A PERSONAL ACCOUNT OF AN HISTORIC NIGHT FROM SOMEWHERE VERY CLOSE TO GROUND ZERO

I live in Chicago. Last Friday night, upon leaving work, I drove over to Lake Shore Drive, headed south on a gorgeous fall evening and exited at 57th Street. I passed the beautiful example of classical architecture, The Museum of Science and Industry, and continued heading west into the den of one way streets in the neighborhood called Hyde Park. This Chicago neighborhood is home to the prestigious University of Chicago and a collection of Divinity Schools and Theological Seminaries. It is also home of the Seminary Co-operative Bookstore of which I am a member (shareholder). Later that evening, I had tickets for a performance of the Guarneri String Quartet at Mandel Hall on the campus of the University of Chicago. Prior to the performance, I would share dinner with my former pastor at a wonderful Italian restaurant in Hyde Park named “Picolo Mondo.” But, since I arrived in Hyde Park early, I took a pleasurable stroll through the warren of narrow aisles of bookshelves deep in the bowels of a gargoyle-festooned brick building. All this is to give you a feel for the neighborhood where our President-Elect Barack Obama currently lives.

Last night, I had to attend my Old Testament class at Loyola University on Michigan Avenue until 6:45pm. In some ways it was good to be isolated from all the hoopla connected with the Presidential election. However, at 6:30pm, a “whoop” from one of the other classrooms down the hall piqued the curiosity of the entire class. Nevertheless, we continued plugging away at the lesser prophets.

I’d made arrangements earlier in the day to meet some friends at a bar on the north side of Chicago to drink, eat and watch the votes roll in. On my way to the bar, a friend of mine who had decided to “stick close to home” sent me a text message that read “I am getting nervous.” Despite being tuned in to National Public Radio on the drive over to the bar, I was convinced my “stick-close-to-home” friend had access to some private poll data that would eventually result in my having to find a new country to call home.

As is the case just about any night of the week on the trendy north side of the city, parking spaces were at a premium. The sick feeling in the pit of my stomach, combined with “parking” if not “road” rage, caused me some extreme distress. By the time I got to the bar, I was in need of major calming down. As my eyes adjusted to the darkness in the bar, I glanced up to the television screen only to see that no states had been “called” for either candidate yet. (Note to self: do something about the drama queen friend who gets nervous without reason.)

Finally some states with minimal Electoral College votes began falling into the red and blue categories. There were no discernable trends except that black suits on grey haired CNN anchormen look very good. Soon the watch on my wrist began moving closer to 8pm CST (it’s REALLY dark out!) and yet more polls would close. WOW! Minutes later, about 12 states were projected with a slight edge of 7 states going for Obama. However, those 7 states had much larger electoral vote totals than those for McCain. I texted “stick-in the-mud” to see if he felt any better. (He did.) It would be a long stretch until the next poll closing at 9pm, so it was time for a burger and a coke and a lot of jokes at the expense of Julie’s Irish boyfriend, Tony. (He claims the only word I spoke last night that he understood was “arse.”)

Soon 9pm rolled around and a disappointingly small number of states closed their polls. It seemed we were destined for a long night, yet again, even though Obama had a substantial lead in “called” states and electoral votes over McCain. Obama had just over 200 electoral votes. I spotted a newspaper section on the table where we sat and noticed an electoral map of the United States. Determining that California, Washington and Oregon polls would close at 10pm and that their combined electoral vote totals would put Obama over the top, I breathed a half-hearted sigh of relief.

Tired and distracted, I barely noticed when my watch neared 10pm. In what seemed like seconds, however, CNN’s explosive graphic “Barack Obama Wins Presidency” appeared on the television screen. All 3 western states had been “called” for Obama! A major “whoop” and a sustained round of applause erupted from the bar patrons. Soon pictures of celebrating Americans at Ebenezer Baptist Church in Atlanta, wildly ecstatic supporters in Grant Park in Chicago just a few miles away and citizens of Kenya jumping up and down in joy meshed into one joyous view of a world well-pleased with this result.

Modern political courtesy (if one can use those two words in the same sentence) dictates that the victor should not make an appearance until after the losing candidate concedes. John McCain, et al soon appeared on a stage outside the Biltmore Hotel in Phoenix, Arizona. I listened intently. Who was this man speaking these words? This was not the erratic, awkward, spiteful man who had campaigned and slurred and “that-one’d” Barack Obama. John McCain spoke words in a manner befitting the strong, patriotic, service-rich public servant that he is. I figuratively wept that the political campaign season had morphed this man into such a caricature. It was simply one of the most moving concession speeches I’d ever heard.

In what seemed like an interminable wait, my friends and I sat in mostly silence in the middle of a rowdy bar, taking measure of what had happened with the election of Barack Obama. The television screen filled with images of a diverse crowd of people in Grant Park. At one point, the camera settled upon the image of a very worn, much older Jesse Jackson with moist eyes and tear stains down his cheeks holding an American flag. Could he have ever dared to dream that 40 years after standing on the balcony of the Lorraine Motel in Memphis, Tennessee seconds after Martin Luther King, Jr. had been shot to death that he would have the opportunity to stand among tens of thousands of fellow citizens stunned speechless by the election of a young African –American man to the office of President of the United States?

Obama’s speech was yet to come. My mind turned to my friend and neighbor, Lance, whose job as a sergeant with the Chicago Police Department involves, to a significant degree, security, crowd control for major public events. This would be the largest and most important event he had been assigned to since moving to that area of the Police Department. I worried for him and the burden he carried to make tonight’s event appear as relaxed and natural and carefree as possible.

Soon Barack, Michelle, Sasha and Malia appeared on stage and everyone in Grant Park and at the bar erupted in applause. Barack began speaking and while his words were well-considered and deep and true, they also gave me pause, even while listening to consider the significance of what I was seeing. It was as if I was watching two television channels at the same time. Despite my joy at his words, the harsh reality of my concern for his safety, exacerbated by my knowledge of Lance’s work, wished for him to cut his speech short and to go home and enjoy his victory. A definite shift had occurred in the evening. While still joyous at Barack’s victory, the old History teacher in me was taking stock of the perspective of time, as well as realizing the major work we all have ahead of ourselves.

Julie and Tony had left a bit earlier, so only Brian, Philip and myself were left. It was getting late; we all had work to go to in the morning. Brian had ridden his bike over to the bar, so we said our goodbyes with sincere hugs. Philip had taken a cab, so I offered him a ride home. We began walking toward my car. I took one last look back at the bar where we had lived through an historic night. The bar’s name was simple, and one I’ll always remember. It was: the Bar on Buena. It's all good!

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

DEMONS

On this dark afternoon,
let me go to my room
in silence
to be alone
with the demons who terrorize
my nights and days.
Here in the quiet
they fear my prayers
to the One who can rescue
my heart from their firm grasp.
I fear that words are useless
to convey my pain
and confusion;
how I cannot
control these visions
of a life without meaning.
An open window beckons
but my body lacks
the will to move.
But before I can turn my face
a bird appears on the sill,
watching me with eyes
as curious as mine.
I close my eyes to pray
and just as a tear
begins to roll down my face,
I feel the light brush
of a crow's wing against my face
drying my tear, giving me hope.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

COMMUNION OF HOPE

Celebrated in my cell at Christ in the Desert Monastery
on Wednesday, May 23, 2007

How fitting that tonight,
we gather in an upper room –
a room filled with the love of Christ
and pregnant with possibilities.

We see ourselves as the people of God,
beneficiaries of the gift of hope –
hope that one day
this world will truly live
Christ’s message.

Until that time
we continue to gather
around the table
with like-minded people
to share the gifts of God –
this bread, this wine –
this body, this blood –
to make us whole.

Let us remember
our family and friends
as we approach this table –
sharing the love
Christ first shared with us.

One: God be with you
All: And also with you
One: Let us lift up our hearts
All: We lift up our hearts to God our source of hope.
One: Let us give thanks to our blessed God.
All: It is right to give our thanks and praise.

It is truly right
to give our thanks and praise
to the one who gives us hope.
As we love our earthly existence,
it is far too easy
to become cynical
and to feel empty.

One need only be present
to the world to see
abject poverty,
pain,
and abuses of power.

We have been shown
the other way
by the teacher sent to us.
We’ve heard the lessons;
But have we learned them?

In sharing this meal,
let us remember
when these lessons
are fully lived
hope can be brought
to all not just a few.

As we ponder this charge,
let us listen to the choir of angels:

All: “Holy, holy, holy Lord,
God of pow’r and migh.t
Heaven and earth are full of your glory,
Hosanna in the highest.
Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord,
Hosanna in the highest.”

The angels sing
and our hearts soar;
it is now time to take up
the message of hope -
to share it with one another –
family, friend and stranger.
Let us declare the mystery of faith:

All: “Christ has died,
Christ is risen,
Christ shall come again.”

On the night of his betrayal…

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Thursday, May 31, 2007

GOD’S TREE

Way up on the side of the cliff,
next to the tree where God lives,
stands a cairn of stones half its height.
Living stones,
holding dreams
for those He hopes
will dare to ask.

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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

CALLING YOU

If I call to you tonight
across the distance
and ask you to look at the moon,
will you hear the words I'm praying?

If I call to you tonight
from the depth of my being
as I gently drift to sleep,
will you see the world I'm dreaming?

If I call to you tonight
with hope of love returning
will you share your prayers and dreams with me
and banish darkness from our bed?

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Friday, February 02, 2007


HOPE

I don't really have a
poem for this, but
this photo that I
took on the
grounds of Our
Lady of Gethsemani
Abbey in Trappist, Kentucky in October, 2006,
keeps popping into my head today. When I
look at it, I'm filled with hope.
How about you?

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Thursday, December 07, 2006

HOPE

Darkness falls
light cocoons within
new dawn breaks

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